Confessions

DB seems like he doesn’t like his youngest son. It’s so clear that he favors the eldest.  

MB regularly asks me to babysit outside of my normal nanny hours for stupid shit like, getting her nails done, going for groceries or getting waxed. It’s like she can’t manage her kids without help.  

I let my kids watch tv for way longer than I should. 

MB asked me if I could babysit for them for date night. I said no. She got someone else through a referral and we later found out that that person shook the baby. I feel terrible for saying no. 

When I’m not at work, my charges watch screens all day. I know this because they told me. They are even allowed to watch them at night in bed. 

I let my kid nap late knowing damn well he won’t go sleep at night for his parents. 

I’ve been with the family I work for since their kid was a baby. I have literally taught him every good thing he knows. They always get praise for how well behaved and smart he is. They deserve none of it. 

Over the years I’ve allowed my employer to ask me to do things that were not in my original contract. Now she expects me to do these things while offering no extra pay. I don’t know how to get myself out of this hole I’ve dug. I know I should have never agreed but I still resent her so much for even asking. 

DB and I have made out three times.  

How do you find it reasonable to come home 2 hrs late??