Confessions

MB/DB have no idea what they're doing. They let me make alot of the decisions when it comes to the kids.

I've been working out and eating right for a while now. It shows. I think MB is jealous about and uncomfortable with my new appearance. I feel smug about it.

My, how the tables have turned.

I'm a nanny to a newborn. The parents have a nanny cam. The mom keeps texting me to critique me about how I do things. I keep imagining myself texting her back, "If you want something done right, you gotta do it yourself" and then quitting. I just might. This is my second job. I don't need this shit.

Sometimes I worry that being a nanny will take away my desire for children of my own.

I regularly contemplate being a surrogate instead of a nanny. I'm young, the pay is better and it's less work. 

I work for a rich family. I can attest to the age old saying that money doesn't buy happiness. These people are miserable. I feel so sorry for them.

I'm young and I'm a nanny. The being around the parents I work for is teaching me what I don't want in a relationship. I look at it as on the job training for the future.

I know it's wrong but I secretly judge nannies that have their on children.

My left arm hurts so bad. I babysat a 7 month old and she made me carry her around literally ALL day. I think I deserve a drink tonight.

Being a nanny is my birth control.