Confessions

I think the children I nanny might be jealous of my actual children (I bring them to work from time to time). I do however love my bosses for being so accommodating. 

I went to Italy with the family and literally got no time to experience the culture.  I feel like they sold me a dream in terms of becoming an Au Pair. 

DB frequently asks to hang out after work. Do they not understand that they are old and washed?? 

I secretly wish I could adopt the kids I nanny. They deserve so much better. 

I worry that my kids don’t get fed, bathed, or receive enough attention when I’m not there. 

I went on vacay with my work family. We went to Top Golf. The parents ordered food for themselves and none for their children. They also only packed ipads for the children’s entertainment. Not a single toy. Oh and there were no outings planned for the children. MB told me to just “figure it out” 

It seems like my employer had children simply for the aesthetic they provide her. I can’t tell you how much she uses them for likes on her social media. Outside of that, she barely spends any quality time with them. 

When my “kids” grow up, they’re going to realize that all their fun childhood memories were with me and not their parents. 

One of my “kids” has an obvious developmental delay. His parents have done nothing about it. He’s almost four. They are fucking up his future. I feel so bad for him.  

My boss is soooo CHEAP when it comes to me. She literally nickels and dimes me. But has no problem spending ridiculous amounts of money on shoes and bags.